Baby say it isn't true. You were never there. It wasn't you. It's more than I can do. To try and keep it shiny new. The gap just opens up. Between the words we like to use.
I felt something snap. Looked up and you were gone. Clean through the gap somewhere. That I can't get to. . Love vandalising me. With beautiful agony.
Every day when I open my eyes now. It feels like a Saturday. Taking down from the shelf all the parts of myself. That I packed away. . If it's love put the joy in my heart.