It crushes me to know she's ignored. Throw up, hang up, this one, is for no one. Show me how, it is, inside. Show who, I am, this time. . To give, to let you.
Let it go. You act like you know. You act like progression is lost. Motivation is your tool to distort. Let me move forward with you. The truth is in your desires.
The monster within. Will never let you in. (Aye!). (Yea, Come On!). Face to face. Here we are struggling again to keep this all in. Clawing to escape our sanity.
Here we are,. Are we transparent?. Fall into the skies with me. Hope, is a discretion. Anger at a God!. . It takes, nothing to say. Just how still you had me!.
I can't wait to know how I die. I can't even think to listen. Everything expires sometimes before it's time. Now drift away. . It makes no sense until it happens.
I will break you before I break myself. Such a waste of time, of space, of life. And I will destroy you before I destroy myself. Instinctively you'll learn to love yourself.
Run. . I'm sorry is something that I'll never say. And I don't expect it from you. I want you to know how I'm doing and where I've been. Even though I already know.
Disembodied whispers trickle in my ear. A gift through the shroud. To me this is disastrous. In retrospect I am disaster. . Waning sounds in forests. I've grown to appreciate my disease.
I have seen all your faces. Wherever the lights get dim it all feels the same to me. . You expect me to fail. So go ahead and choke me on down. . What are these fucking restrictions.