Countless lovers, six months later he woke up, got out of bed. Looked around the room and threw up. Dolce suits, baskets of fruit and money. And your face on TV don't look like you today, honey.
The safe lie of the in between. I never lose but never win. I wait at the edge of life. I want to miss what might surprise. . It's hard to know where to go from here.
Lyrics to Turning The Gun On Myself :. The morning is bright. As Rappers Delight. Floats up to my room. From the street. . And who would disturb. A slumbering world.
It's getting harder and harder to live with myself. The things I do. I'm getting weaker in mental and physical health. The things I do. . And no one's coming to save me now.
Hey now, that's enough out of you. I get tired just watching your jaw move. . People that talk this much have nothing to say. . You're so up there, it brings me down.
I might be leaving soon. Away with the new moon. Just wanted to let you know. In case you might be sorry to see me to go. . Yeah, I must be going now.
I wanna be a huge star. That hangs out in hotel bars. I wanna wake up at noon. In somebody else's room. . I wanna shine so bright it hurts. . I wanna be death bed thin.
I'm on your back. I've got no patience. Defensive stance. It's just frustration. . But it's no way to be. That's no way to be. That's no way to be. . You think too much of me.
I been looking for a girl who drinks and smokes. Who takes a lot of work but can take a joke. Where does this girl of mine hide herself away?. Whoever she is I hope she's on her way.
Jonathan lives all on his own. He can't have distractions in the home. He stays locked in most days and nights. Trying to create while the neighbors fight.
Got an easy place to be. In my arms, in my arms. Got a simple space to feel free. In my arms, oh in my arms. . Keep it on the recent. Keep it on the now.
I wish it was over. I wish we were through. I wish when my phone rang. It wasn't always you. . I don't even like you. Or can't you tell. Whenever I'm sober.
Depression looms, I'm such a miserable fool. I stay in bed, I don't wanna got to school. But I see the sun is beating down. No excuses from the clouds.
Sat in the corner. You could pass for dead. Get up on the floor, shake your head. . Everybody move it. Everybody move it. . If you'd rather be home. You can leave right now.
I'm minutes away, I'm taking the next train. Don't know what I was thinking. I'm bringing you flowers, I'm making it up to you. Don't know what I was thinking.
Well you and I were meant to be. And in the end I know you'll see. That we can never be just friends. Our only love will never end Delilah. . Oh Delilah.
I been drinking so much I can't sing straight. I gotta hope that it's not too late. To say the only thing that I've ever had. Was here in my own two hands.
So far things have been all right. No complaints, oh, this is the good life. But sometimes I need more. Just to get up and out the door. . I like to live in an altered state.
Is this what we really want. Background music from a restaurant. Spare me, it's doing in my head. Drop dead gorgeous teen. Singing pages from her diary.