A fix that saves the dead. I'll do it once. And my mouth's wide open. . Now I'm here again. Another fuck. With a monkey controlling me. . I can't get myself away from this.
You've waited here just to be thrown away. And your a paracite,. Feeding off the last one standing. And now your fallin'. Fallin' to the ground with clenched fists.
I don't know this person in front of me. I knew you one but then you departed. A vicious circle a lashing to your brain. Look at you now you're back where you started.
Prescribe the chemical dependency. Make me dependent on your playing god degree. You think you know just what's the remedy. Divest emotions one by one.
I know your bad for me. It makes me want you more. I will do anything. Cause I'm your filthy whore.. You keep me down. And i cant face the day. You keep me bound.
Everyday I play the game. It keeps me somewhat sane. An attitude adjustment. A fliter for my fucking brain. I try my best to stay that way. But it's hard for long.
Born into a world that you'll grow to hate. Fall into the system of the church and state. We all have the best intentions. That we all end up faking. .
Never thought we'd end up this way. Never thought everything would change. Its so hard to leave your side or to stay. I never believed in Fate. But I guess thats all we really need.
You said I'm sugar. You'll taste it. But it's another. . When you're next to me. I see through you feed. I'm your selfish thing. Keep on pulling strings.
Listen to. Listen to me. I need you. A disaster's waiting to happen. These are the things I can't see through. When I'm saddened. . It's not me. It's not me.
Listen to. Listen to me. I need you. A disaster's waiting to happen. These are the things I can't see through. When I'm saddened. . It's not me. It's not me.