I keep my sacrament stories from my youth. That I've told before. Conversations with myself. Have become such a bore. Struggling to find the rhythm. In these blues of mine.
There is a map of the world. it lies upon my weary face. Each line representing a mile I have traveled from place to place. The colors are fading, the edges are tattered.
There's no entry for the foreigners. I'm your native girl with my. Tail between my bleeding ass. And I'm off to the gates of heaven. I've been fakin' my drunken stupor.
I don't think Santa's coming this year. . 'Cause I've been a bad, a bad girl. . I've made my bed, now I'm lying in it. . Without a care, a care in the world.
You seemed to skim your hands on me. caressed me, touched me. Like you were building a castle out of sand. held me together, you saved me. where did it go, why did it leave.
All day blazed I wonder. If through grace I find the new high I wanted. Could it be you?. . No bible no more,. I don't know faith like I did before. I gave it enough.
I feel like a substitute sittin' on the sideline,. Clicking every single finger,. Waiting for the right time.. I feel like a substitute,. Sitting pretty in my prime..
Oh no, you broke a heart again.. Now I can't help but feel foolish and ashamed.. I am a broken record, a glitch in your iPod.. But could it be an empty track, a lost melody..
I know it's not enough. To be with you. Clinging to the walls. You can see through. . You need to reel in your tongue. 'Cause I know it's not enough. To stay young.
What does it mean to be happy. And am I getting better. I used to make excuses for myself. but its not the weather. I tried to rid myself. Of my anxious tendency.
Nobody likes me,. that's what I tell myself.. I live alone in my own hell.. I want to be the person you want me to be,. that I know that I'll never be..
.... Mmm A long and lonely journey. To my hideaway. And I know they'll try to turn me. With the things that they say. But no one knows where I'll go. When I walk away.
Gettin' near around 4 or 5. And the walls're turnin' over my mind. I don't think that there's a finer sight. Than my baby layin' down for the night. .
Standing all alone in the corner. It's something that I'm used to now. Maybe if I step out to call her. She would know what to do. Cuz baby I'm in need of something.
You are a magnifying glass. Against my head. And when you're talking at me. I'm there instead. You love me 'till I'm frightened. Wanna hold the world.
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Mrs. Brown, you've got a lovely daughter. Girls as sharp as her are something rare. But it's sad, she doesn't love me now. She's made it clear enough, it ain't no good to pine.
I took a little journey to the unknown,. and I come back changed I can feel it in my bones.. I fucked with forces that our eyes can't see.. Now the darkness got a hold on me..
Come on my little ruin,. Won't you open up and let me in. Well time has not been kind,. But you're still standing here.. . Leave a light on in your window,.
Well, I've not been honest, darlin',. No, I've not been straight at all.. Well, I beg your pardon;. The night we jumped McCormack's Wall. I was so happy just to be with you.