There's a price we all pay to Charon. A price we pay for the ride. You're damned if you do, damned if you don't. Nothing remains but emaciated pride. The urge for self destruction.
Release me. Erupting. Break out from the Bleakhouse. Fractured mind. Four in one, my storm. Escape my fantasies. Hollow hear of my disease. Angered psychopath unbound.
A stark contrast to bleakly view. Mono chromic ways. Fecund creeping ulcerate. Cancer feeds on me. . Begin my solstice, forth of twelve. Terminal complaint.
Countless times below me. Rivers rose and fell. Ageless stones eroding out. Across the endless swell. . Songs to pave the seasons. Wounds to follow birth.
All these words that you have ever said to. me are burring inside, consuming my. mind. What have I done? Motionless you. both lay on my floor. Well it's too late.
[music & words: Panu Willman]. . I crushed my self fairly well today. with no respect needless so say. I feel my worries are to stay. yes and still. you can find some hope in me.
so expected. im in mourning. will i forget. can i ask. . will you come home. if im home. im home. . can i fight enemies ive never seen. can i miss someone that ive never met.
From somewhere in the darkest depths. Within the cloth of secrets kept. Out of silence death maintained. Resounds a voice that shakes the frame. Listen now unto the call.
Gathered warlords of Hell. The pentagrams fulfilment. Begin the cast of the spell. To lay the curse upon them. . Apocalypse glance. . So demons possess humanity.
Mother of the everdark. Wearing the cloak of shadows. The skin of the unlight. Wedding gown from fallen stars. In Arda obeying noone. Spinning the web of light undone.
Finally free from the chains of the ages. The terror of ancient times. Disregard the divine sentence. Will of Valar disobeyed. . Silent caverns, great kingdom of stone.
The crucifix in flames. The house of God burned down to the ground. A symbolic action of defiance. Brought palace of lies down. . Refusal to acknowledge the authority.
Born by womb untouched by man. Or a horny mortal man's error. Flower power prophet of one. Spelled dog in the mirror. . You hide behind stained glass windows.
I was way off track from start. I judged everything by my damned heart. I walked unprotected 'gainst the blows. How was I suppose to really know. . When you think you know what's the right thing to do.
Honestly I don't believe I've ever been this weary. My thinking is really tearing my whole inside outside and in. I wish I had the nerve to do just something firm about it.
The damned earth commot under starspangled sky. As the sound of destruction increase. Tongues of red fire snatch black clouds. above and unite with the cold Northern breeze.
Freedom of speech and that of information.. To gather in prayer and for demonstrations.. Freedom to choose. Freedom found driving a car.. To posess a remote control and the right to arm..
God of Heaven. Hear my cries of anguish. I'm in pain. . I've suffered a thousand deaths. But I live on in vain. . Death would greet with eternal sleep.
Cultic regimes, money to scheme. False religions, beware. Caught in the grip, caught in the spit. It's all going to burn, it's a snare. . Worship the God of your choice.
It's been a few days. Since you've left and said goodbye. There's got to be a way. To stop the pain inside. . Oh, how I miss you, baby. Looking at the pictures in my hand.